Thursday, October 4, 2012

Happenings


I think more often than not, a song is better at describing my life.  Sooooo:

Soundtrack to my Life - Currently
{can be favorites, with meaning, or whatev}

Belle of the Boulevard by Dashboard - I'd never heard this song til recently and it's basically a favorite song now. It kind of has a little significance, but whatev. Nothing really exciting to get into.

Guts by All Time Low - "Is this what it feels like, finding out that i've got the guts to say anything? Feels like breaking out.....Finally, I can see, Honestly, I've got the guts to say anything."

Rooftops & Invitations by Dashboard - okay, why have there been so many good Dashboard songs and I haven't known about them til now? Anyway. "She just might get you lost, and she just might leave you torn.  But she just might save your soul, but she gets you any closer." The way I take this song is how I am with boys.  With me, here's how it goes with boys.  I read a blog recently that explained it better than me so I'm just gonna post an excerpt from it.  She explains things much better than me:


Then comes along a boy, oh so nonchalantly, and starts to make you laugh. He makes your heart skip a bajillion beats a minute. He remembers words that you said that even YOU don’t remember. He shows up to your house with diet coke. He puts little notes on your car that make you giddy as hell. He tells you to listen to certain songs that remind  him of you.. and they are beautiful.
Before you know it, AH. You are sucked in. Your world is spinning and you can’t focus and you are only thinking of him throughout your day. When you aren’t with him, you want to be. And it really starts to freak you out, because it reminds you of the last time you felt like this. And even more-so the way that feeling and relationship so tragically ended. And you remember how bad it hurt. And how you don’t even want to have to go through that again.

So you slowly start to pull away from that boy who made you laugh.  Even though he really can make you laugh pretty hard.  And you dispose of that playlist of songs he showed you.  And those notes he put on your car...? They gotta go.

And you shut him out.  When really you could have had something so beautiful even the moon and the starts would have been jealous.  You shut him and the feeling out because of fear.

And he is confused and mad..and you have to act like you don't even care.  But really you do care.  A whole lot.  But you just can't. He eventually gives up, and goes on to find another girl.  And you're left with your books and music again.  But it's okay.  Because your heart is still in one piece....right?
so there is why I like that dashboard song...I just sometimes am scared to let boys in...and so they just might be great...or they just might leave me torn. 
Next song,
ANYTHING BY IMAGINE DRAGONS. Basically, they are my new fav band. If you don't know them...check out Radioactive, On Top of the World or It's Time. They're great.
Why You Wanna by Jana Kramer - Getting over someone is rough.
Angel Eyes by Love & Theft - ABSOLUTELY LOVEEEE THIS SONG. Good lyrics, cute boys who sing it..and yeah.
Fell in Love Without You by Motion City Soundtrack (the Acoustic Version) - Instead of falling in love WITH someone, you fall in love without the other person.  So basically you fall in love and they don't.
Gangnam Style by PSY - haha. it's pretty darn good. and pumps you for any occasion. and the music video makes you love this song even more. although...I am curious what they're saying (since it's in Korean)
50 Ways to Say Goodbye by Train - just a good, fun song.
And there you have it. :) My current life in the summary of 9 songs.



-Meag

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