Well, my life as of now is pretty much...a HUGE change.
I know I have to embrace it. Things change a lot..it's just really weird to accept I guess.
Well, now I live in Logan, Utah. and well, it's not too bad. I do miss St. George summers...of laying by the pool all day and going to Sand Hollow a couple times a week. But, I guess all good things come to an end...and we just must move on.
So here's the news update on Meagan.
I graduated college! yeahhhh baby. haha. I now have my bachelor's degree.
I now have a job that I love :) It's really great actually. I'm a web designer and internet marketing specialist. I put all my work up on my website...sooo Checcccckkk it.
So yeah. I live in an apartment with 7 other girls! And despite how everyone might think it's crowded.. it's really not. haha I rarely see anyone.. it's kind of sad :( but the ones I do see I like a lot!
I was in a wedding last week for one of my best friend! Jordan Ekins (Wouden). I can't wait to get married one day..
And I went to Lake Powell with one of my best friends! And her family. Miss Madisen Rae Porter.
Well, pretty much that's all I've been doing. Working and well, hanging out with some people. I think I honestly am so blessed, and half of the time I don't realize it..
There is so much that I have that others don't. I have a TERRIFIC family, whom I'm now within a half hour of. I love my job. I have a great apartment that was cheap for the summer. I have AMAZING friends. The last 3 years I've had to rely on friends for my family. Not that my family still wasn't there...just living 6 hrs away from home, I had to find other people to be with a lot. There are some people who I honestly don't know what I would have done without them. My roommates last semester, Madi, Megan, even friends on missions. I just, life is so funny. I just look at the negative... ALWAYS. I'm ready to kick out the bad things in my life. I'm ready to take the bull by the horns.. haha or whatever.
Life is what you make it. And well, I'm ready for the best life ever! I'm ready to go out and meet friends, I'm ready to fall in love, I'm ready for well, anything the world throws at me! I hope... :) I just really hope that I can become who I want to be, because I know that Heavenly Father has given me SOOO much potential (not to turn all spiritual on ya) but yeah. I have soooo much going for me, I just have to use what he's given me.
In conclusion, I'd like to say this: that sometimes you have to give up the life you want, for the life that's waiting for you.
This I have found is true. and I seek to throw all my expectations out the window...because usually they're false. I'm ready to be open to the world and to just be who I am.
To get something you've never had, you have to do something you never have.